A Thousand Years ♥ ♥ ♥

Another insom nite..deimmm! It's such a crazy silly thing happens almost everyday during this half-not-holiday. Sleep at 3am,wake up at 10/11 am...geez! And when the time to do homework comes,i feel soo sleepy as hell! Good?Yeah NOT! :x

I started trashing on twitter,changing status at facebook, aannd trying to write something in this blog. Not important,actually..But, this song sounds really really good to hear..easy listening,deep meaning, and at the same time makes me doubt with my feeling..Please don't say 'galau'! O yea,there. I said it! -__-" 

Ehmm,it's the soundtrack of 'Breaking Dawn' 4th sequel of Twilight Saga by the way and I haven't watched it yet. By the time I saw this video,it really makes want to see it! Most of the scenes are about Edward Cullen&Isabella Swan wedding&romance..boring?Some of my friends said so,but after saw this clip I think I got curious how romantic it is. So, here it is..Some videos of "A Thousand Years" and the lyrics. Enjoy! :)

 

 

Past Will Only Be PAST and It's Turning Into Dusts

It started yesterday, when my cousins from Jakarta came along. They had visited my grandpa in Malang&in a couple of hours gonna get back to Jakarta today. So, they're staying here now.

First talking my big auntie said was: How's 'K'? (I choose this initial for him) Errrghh..It's sounds not good to me. It means that time&the following days everything will all about Him! Yeahh, his my "ex" boyfriend. And we're just broke up couple months ago. No worried, I'm fine now. SUPER fine,I need to focus to my Final Project. But not when they came&started to ask about him.

He's nice&we ended it well. Everything was okay, I learn to start my life all over again. Actually it's not easy, reminding it's quite long have spent my time with him. But yea,I'm trying to not open&reminding everything so it's not gonna hurt me. Till' yesterday they came.

I started to tell them, we're ended fine. And bla bla bla. But it's not stop at there, they keep accidentally mentioned him. *gasp* I opened the photos again in my laptop, since they asked me to showed it. It reminds beautiful things I've been through with him :) No regret, glad he was there in my life with every single happiness&tears. I loved him&I thank God he was in my life.♥

a venti of Caramel Frappucino by Starbucks

The 7th day of this new month!! I was writing this at 00.41 am, this is a time where I used to sleep,but I can't. I feel sleepy but still can't sleep. This is a time where I think&remind my whole day, the weeks before&months! Yes, this is a time for me to rethink&renew my plan for the following day&days..

I used to talk to someone on a time like this. But since we'ere no longer as a "couple", so I think this WHOLE life (my life,actually) alone. Not really alone, I have GOD. But, yeaa I mean this time, is just me&my self.

I wish so much good things will happen this year. 2011 was great, even it was the hardest. I'm happy but actually not. I did so many lost. I reached one dream but step away from the others. I did planning lots of things carefully, but still carelessly a lot! I love a lot&hurted a lot too. I learn to love again, but hell I got hurt again. Twice!and it worse than the first one. But, yeah life must go on..that's what the people said. and I'm going to face it! :)

I do excited wuth 2012, there's a lot of dreams pending last year. And I'm goin' to make it happen at least two of it this year. Yeahh!!This is gonna be my graduation year for my bachelor! Wish me had a great score,best score ever..I don't want to feel regret anymore. 
And I'm sooooo excited to learn a lot about dance..Going to dance in Last Minute 4th performance??Maaannn!!I told ya, this will be AMAZING! Hope I can join their performance.

That's already two!Double!But, it takes two tango,right? Sooo, my other wish this year is having a new love life. I said love life,not a boyfriend. I know I'm not that type of girl who falls in love quickly. I want a new&the right concept of my new love life. So, teach me in patient,God..during waiting You to finish my love story.♥♥

This is not the last wish, just one of the BIGgest one: to continue my study at master degree&get a scholarship. But I still confuse which country I have to choose. A country with English language please. Lead me to get it,if You see I'm worth to get it,Lord. You know I really want it.

Soo yeah! Let's learn from every single mistake you've done & bad things got last year. Let's move & ROCK this 2012!! Woohoo! Happy new year,everyone!!  God bless :]




love,
aninditatyasti






PS: i realize what made me can't sleep last nite.."the tittle"

 

 here is my random holiday photos with my college friend&fam :)