BIG thanks to YOU

Bonne nuit. Hows the first month going, everyone? I hope it's good or better or maybe great, because mine is GREAT. Yup, this first month in 2012 was going so great.



I came back to Surabaya so early to submit my final project proposal and it was done on last minute due date. Always! I have prepared it my best, but didn't finished it well. There are still some shortage and still need some improvement later. But since it was ACCEPTED well in the proposal judging *yay!! \:D/*, I haven't touched it yet. :D Sorry, proposal..I have just done some correction here and there for some sentences, descriptions, and sources.



Nothing happened except those boring-and-sleepless-nite-in-waiting a lot of news. Ehmm, no, good news actually, of course I am waiting for that good one. I couldn't go anywhere except home, malls, Dapur Cokelat, Burger Man, and my grandpa's house in Malang. That's just it. I supposed to go survey but it was cancel too aaandd I missed the Sarangan Hunt with my Martografers. Hhhh, poor me! 


Sarangan Hunt was an annual hunting that held by my campus extracurricular unit program (say it: UKM) MARTOGRAFI. It held in Sarangan Lake, Magetan - East Java. And it's a famous one in east java. I mean the lake. Good weather, of course it's cold, but the view and the waterfalls is making us worth felt cold. Believe me, i'm looking for showing you some of the photos but i can't find it. :(


But, it was worth the wait. I sacrifice my time for boring just to feel relieve to hear the good news. And thank GOD, it was accepted. *smooches*



Sooo, I wanna thank God for everything happened this month. I got all I want. I just need to be more patiently waiting and keep the hard work, so it will be worth it. Every day even though I got bored in all the-sleepless-nite I was still happy. I still can breathe, eat, sleep, watching DVDs, and sometimes walk around. And some movies I watched just makin' me smile like..I don't know, I always like can feel the 'happy feeling' in there..hehe :D 



There it is..welcome February 2012. Please, please, pleasee be nice to me, to all of my friends, and to all of us. Spread the love! ♥ ♥ 

A Thousand Years ♥ ♥ ♥

Another insom nite..deimmm! It's such a crazy silly thing happens almost everyday during this half-not-holiday. Sleep at 3am,wake up at 10/11 am...geez! And when the time to do homework comes,i feel soo sleepy as hell! Good?Yeah NOT! :x

I started trashing on twitter,changing status at facebook, aannd trying to write something in this blog. Not important,actually..But, this song sounds really really good to hear..easy listening,deep meaning, and at the same time makes me doubt with my feeling..Please don't say 'galau'! O yea,there. I said it! -__-" 

Ehmm,it's the soundtrack of 'Breaking Dawn' 4th sequel of Twilight Saga by the way and I haven't watched it yet. By the time I saw this video,it really makes want to see it! Most of the scenes are about Edward Cullen&Isabella Swan wedding&romance..boring?Some of my friends said so,but after saw this clip I think I got curious how romantic it is. So, here it is..Some videos of "A Thousand Years" and the lyrics. Enjoy! :)

 

 

Past Will Only Be PAST and It's Turning Into Dusts

It started yesterday, when my cousins from Jakarta came along. They had visited my grandpa in Malang&in a couple of hours gonna get back to Jakarta today. So, they're staying here now.

First talking my big auntie said was: How's 'K'? (I choose this initial for him) Errrghh..It's sounds not good to me. It means that time&the following days everything will all about Him! Yeahh, his my "ex" boyfriend. And we're just broke up couple months ago. No worried, I'm fine now. SUPER fine,I need to focus to my Final Project. But not when they came&started to ask about him.

He's nice&we ended it well. Everything was okay, I learn to start my life all over again. Actually it's not easy, reminding it's quite long have spent my time with him. But yea,I'm trying to not open&reminding everything so it's not gonna hurt me. Till' yesterday they came.

I started to tell them, we're ended fine. And bla bla bla. But it's not stop at there, they keep accidentally mentioned him. *gasp* I opened the photos again in my laptop, since they asked me to showed it. It reminds beautiful things I've been through with him :) No regret, glad he was there in my life with every single happiness&tears. I loved him&I thank God he was in my life.♥

a venti of Caramel Frappucino by Starbucks

The 7th day of this new month!! I was writing this at 00.41 am, this is a time where I used to sleep,but I can't. I feel sleepy but still can't sleep. This is a time where I think&remind my whole day, the weeks before&months! Yes, this is a time for me to rethink&renew my plan for the following day&days..

I used to talk to someone on a time like this. But since we'ere no longer as a "couple", so I think this WHOLE life (my life,actually) alone. Not really alone, I have GOD. But, yeaa I mean this time, is just me&my self.

I wish so much good things will happen this year. 2011 was great, even it was the hardest. I'm happy but actually not. I did so many lost. I reached one dream but step away from the others. I did planning lots of things carefully, but still carelessly a lot! I love a lot&hurted a lot too. I learn to love again, but hell I got hurt again. Twice!and it worse than the first one. But, yeah life must go on..that's what the people said. and I'm going to face it! :)

I do excited wuth 2012, there's a lot of dreams pending last year. And I'm goin' to make it happen at least two of it this year. Yeahh!!This is gonna be my graduation year for my bachelor! Wish me had a great score,best score ever..I don't want to feel regret anymore. 
And I'm sooooo excited to learn a lot about dance..Going to dance in Last Minute 4th performance??Maaannn!!I told ya, this will be AMAZING! Hope I can join their performance.

That's already two!Double!But, it takes two tango,right? Sooo, my other wish this year is having a new love life. I said love life,not a boyfriend. I know I'm not that type of girl who falls in love quickly. I want a new&the right concept of my new love life. So, teach me in patient,God..during waiting You to finish my love story.♥♥

This is not the last wish, just one of the BIGgest one: to continue my study at master degree&get a scholarship. But I still confuse which country I have to choose. A country with English language please. Lead me to get it,if You see I'm worth to get it,Lord. You know I really want it.

Soo yeah! Let's learn from every single mistake you've done & bad things got last year. Let's move & ROCK this 2012!! Woohoo! Happy new year,everyone!!  God bless :]




love,
aninditatyasti






PS: i realize what made me can't sleep last nite.."the tittle"

 

 here is my random holiday photos with my college friend&fam :)